Am I having problem? Why everyone treat me until like this? Did I do anything wrong? Am i wierd? WHY!?
Even if I have attitude problem.. So what.. Is it fine for a chio bu to have attitude problem cause no one will blame her just because she's pretty but not me? That's what I seen on some people.. So pragmatic..
Well.. Today I nv go school.. Not because I'm sick.. And I don't intend to take MC.. I'm thinking of quitting school RIGHT NOW.. I'm getting sick of the people there.. Hypocrite.. YESH HYPOCRITE.. Unhappy with what I say? At least I don't say it in front of you people.. This is my blog.. I can write what I want here.. It's none of your business anyway..
Less than one week only.. You give me a 360 degrees changes.. Who can take it? Are you a man? I don't think you are.. I hope you won't get any girls you want in all your lifetime.. I curse you.. Curse you being rejected by girls all the time.. Who do you think you are now.. I'm not angry at all.. I DON'T BLAME ANYONE..
From the start.. You all don't understand me.. Why act as if you are? I don't assume of who you people character and attitude are.. You people shouldn't do this to me.. Assuming.. I HATE IT..
So what if I don't want say my problem out? So what if i said? Can you people help? NO! Cause from the start YOU PEOPLE KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME.. I'm all alone now.. I only give trouble to people.. That's why people dislike me.. And hates me.. Even though they don't admit.. This is not sensitive.. I've seen through this life.. It's just that I don't know how to express it out myself..
Seriously.. I'm tired.. Really tired.. I laughing outside but crying in my heart.. You people don't know at all.. Always treat me invisible.. It's no difference as a dead people.. Must I die then you people will be happy? Is that so? Or you people won't feel anything.. Cause in you people life.. There's no Sandy this person.. Just a illusion.. Some passer by..
I'm not threatening to use die to want any care and concern.. Cause I'm really really so tired of living.. I hate this school.. I hate this life.. I hate everything..
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