Friday, November 30, 2007;
LOVEmeTWICE 
7:50 PM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007;
LOVEmeTWICE 10:49 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007;
Feel so frustrated now..
For many things..
Sometimes some thing just can't say it out to anyone..
And yet people don't even bother to care how I feel..
I just need you guys to respect any decisions that I made..
Is that any wrong?
If you guys really want me to be happy..
Shouldn't be giving attitude and cold towards me..
It's seems like girls having mood swing during menstruation..
This only make me more hurt and not helping me at all..
Even my closest kin..
Make me utterly disappointed..
Can't they just feel happy when I happy?
And not unhappy when I'm happy?
Can't they?
Sigh~*
LOVEmeTWICE 9:33 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007;
Sorry for make my Dol for worrying so much wOr!!!
Saw your blog just now and was like !!! >.<
Then I saw a personality quiz so i decided to take it too.. XD
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Was kinda true for some lahz..
I saw wei chao blog has the same quiz too after I've done it..
LOLX!!!
Another Quiz..
What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
Am I? 0.o
What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
This is SO TRUE lahz!!!
DEFINITELY..
LOLX!!!
Are You Nosy?
Nosy Level: 70%
You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.
Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 35%
You harbor no feelings of jealousy
You are calm and often think differently compared to other people. You don't get jealous because you believe that other people's business is theirs alone. So what if they're beautiful and score all the guys? That's their luck! Some people may think of you as being a bit of a loner.
True True!!! XD
How deep is your love?
Depth: 90%
He is sitting in your heart and you won't let anyone else in. Don't let smoke gets in your eyes. It is safer to look around and learn about other guys. Life is yours and you deserve the best. Who knows, you may even appreciate him more if you compare him with others.
How "true"..
True also no use lahz..
He no commit I also LAN LAN!!!
Lalala~~~
Anyway guys..
I'm fine now..
Don't worry so much okie..
I know you guys will be there for me.. =)
Love you guys soooooo much!!! =D
LOVEmeTWICE 1:00 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007;
Ehhz..
About the baby topic at the previous post is just wrote for fun..
I never do anything how to get pregnant..
ROAR!!!
All don't think so much arhz.. -.-
I'm just trying to be emo..
Sorry for any worries from my friends..
Especially my DOL~~~ >.<
LOVEmeTWICE 4:30 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007;
I remember my friends during secondary school..
All hoping me to find a boyfriend..
Then I will just tell them no one wanna chase me..
They will only say me,'don't bluff lahz Sandy.. You not bad what.. Who don't want..'
In the end I can only smile back at them..
I have guys who love me..
I also love to admire guys but not wanting them as boyfriend..
None catches my eyes though..
Until I meet Alex..
But due to me thinking too much of accepting guy at the age of 16..
I rejected him even though we love each other..
Even Zhi Xuan too..
But to me he just a good friend..
And when he says he likes me..
I can only smile back to him..
If I were to accept Alex..
Will it really be that I will have a better love life?
For he really loves me and really take care of me as a nu er..
And slowly developed to love as a girlfriend..
And yet why am I so stupid that I didn't accept him?
What done cannot be undone..
And I thought I've found the one like him..
Everyone was so envy of me..
My friends said,'Wa.. FINALLY arhz Sandy.. You got a Boyfriend.. Hope you can last long with him..'
I was blessed by so many of my friends..
And yet I don't want to disappointed them..
I just want a boyfriend who can love me and treat me like all other boyfriend do..
Is that a difficult wish to grant me?
My life is like a fairy tales to me..
Until the worst part of my story came.. .. ..
This blog holds no meaning now..
I wanted to write what I feel seriously..
But I was afraid that in the end..
It will still be the same outcome..
I can't write anything about him anymore seriously..
Till now to me..
It seems like he don't care at all..
I don't know what to say..
But the feeling is unbearable..
I don't wish to be treated in this way by others..
Am I not good enough?
Oh ya..
Guys always sweet talk about how good you are at first..
Even before you stead with him..
After that he got your heart or everything..
Everything changes seriously..
They themselves won't know..
They think that this should just be the way..
Am I correct?
Or am I wrong?
I only know now this thing is making my life worst..
And YET.. .. ..
I don't wish to say..
He himself know..
A guy won't just leave his girlfriend behind..
Won't let her alone to handle things that is belong to the both of them..
Will do anything no matter what..
To make his girl happy..
I keep asking myself..
I have a lot of choices..
For why I choose him..
I don't love him at all..
Chance was given at first..
And more and more demanded from him..
After you make sacrifice for him..
AND HERE HE IS..
Thinking that..
"Haha.. got everything already i think she won't leave me"
Keep thinking the same event happen around me..
Why am I so foolish?
If he really love me..
He will know what to do even he don't..
Anyway..
Having a baby now is not bad an option uh?
Can just stay at home everyday to take care of him/her..
Don't mind supporting him/her myself..
Only afraid child will have no Dad..
Oh my god..
Be like Maia Lee..
Not bad a suggestions..
But Maia Lee is got people want lehz..
But she don't wanna marry but want a baby..
I wanna be one too..
Studying in NYP now makes me nuts..
If GPA drop..
Or maybe don't have the chance..
I will just stay at home chionging back Maple..
Being a NO LIFE HUMAN..
LOVEmeTWICE 10:10 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007;
Don't assume if you are unsure..
Don't malign if you don't know anything..
Just shut up your mouth and keep quiet unless you love to be a busybody..
Don't let your image in my heart changes because of your actions done..
Only to be laugh at by others and being despise at..
My blog is wrote on that day event..
I wrote what I'm angry and happy with in the blog..
For I don't wish to say it in front of others..
If you are unhappy and wish to complain to others about what I wrote..
You can jolly well stop viewing my blog to make you feel better..
Stop being like a kid and gossiping about other people..
Bad for you and bring misery for others..
I suppose this is the second time I wrote this kind of post in my blog..
Everyone have the right to write what they want..
You all can don't give a damn on it..
It's a diary of every people life..
It's meant to be private but don't mind to share with my FRIENDS..
But if you are here to see my blog and do all sorts of craps with it..
I hope you can just get out of my blog RIGHT NOW..
For you only disturb my personal life..
Cannot believe you are this kind of people..
You really ruin your image in my heart..
Stupid idiot immmature people..
LOVEmeTWICE 6:54 PM
Wednesday, November 7, 2007;
我受够了等待 你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及 才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀
终於看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖 慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代 你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎么拼凑跟重来
LOVEmeTWICE 9:38 PM
Tuesday, November 6, 2007;
Everything is so quiet now..
No voice..
No sound..
No messages tone..
No ringtone..
Should I feel happy about it?
I should..
Even if I can't..
Bad luck will fall between those who mistreat me..
Be with them till they are dead..
That's what I wanna curse them..
Curse those deeply who think that they are almighty and make other suffer..
不要把自己的快乐和幸福建立在别人的痛苦上。。
每一个人都不会有永远的胜利。。
终有一天一定会败在别人的手上或自己的手里。。
而你也不会有好日子过。。
一天天的不愿意改。。
一天天地让你生边的人难受。。
也让周围的人难受。。
因为你的幼稚行为让很多人痛苦。。
你根本都不会去体会或了解。。
因为你是个又自私又自大的人。。
我可以很肯定地说。。
就算你死了，你也不会领悟到这些事。。
我真希望你能快点死了算了。。
人生这回事都给你这种人白白浪费掉。。
你这种人害我失去我生命中最重要的人。。
不可原谅。。
我真希望你能在这一刻从这个世界消失算了。。
LOVEmeTWICE 9:07 PM
Thursday, November 1, 2007;
So many people say my hair toot toot de..
Not I want de lahz!!!
The hairdresser cut too short le.. T.T
Hairstyle like same de lor..
Which is not I want it to be..
I intend to cut alot of fringe down like what I did when I'm having my o lvls holiday..
But now with long hair lahz..
Last time hand itchy go cut short hair..
Yoong just cut a short hair..
So nice lor.. XD
SO PRETTY!!!!!!!! =D
See my hairdo now..
Just took FRESHLY after cutting it.. LOLX!!!
What an idiot I am.. XD
lalalala~~
okokz.. I noe I'm trying to act cute here.. damn TOOTZ OKIE.. >.<
Next new haircut coming SOON!!!
P.S. Hope so.. >.<
LOVEmeTWICE 10:50 PM
