Compare to my blogger friends..

I think I'm the only one that like to keep changing my blogskin.. >.<

How you guys think of the blogskin now? XD

Somehow I'm kinda love the topic.. =)

Hope I won't change my blogskin soooo fast again.. =D

LOVEmeTWICE 2:10 AM

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

LOVEmeTWICE 1:14 AM

Today during my break.. I went to play DOTA with the guys.. Not fun at all.. Cause I kept getting killed by that Shun Wei.. So bad de OKIE.. But then hor.. Playing DOTA is a good experience to me.. LOLX..

Feel like downloading GunBound back to laptop.. Feel like playing again.. My witchy costume so cute de OKIE..

But the problem is.. My laptop too lag already.. Don't know why.. =/

By the way.. This week I have a long weekend!!! I only going to school on next wednesday onwards.. Cause Tuesday is Labour Day!!! (also my mum birthday too.. >.<)

Can rest at home now.. Hur hur~~~

And well.. Tomorrow I'm going to the concert held in my school.. Lolx.. Eunice will be performing.. =D Starts at 8pm.. Lolx..

Then Sunday I will be going out with the other 2 couples!!! May be going out to fly kite~~~ Or maybe East Coast??? I only know that I want to play FunFair some day SOON!!! Can't wait for it to open.. Lolx.. *EXCITED*

Kekez.. Stop here for now.. >.<

LOVEmeTWICE 11:28 PM

I'm terribly sorry darling.. I shouldn't threw my temper on you.. Knowing that you did nothing wrong.. Feng and me shouldn't play until like that.. Just wanted to make you jealous.. In the end I'm the one that is angry.. Just because of the words you said to me.. That hurt me quite deep..

I know that you really hope to send me home everyday.. But have you ever think how I feel if your mum thinks that I'm forcing you to send me home and she dislike me because of it.. Well.. You sure say that your mum won't mind.. But who knows?

I don't want you to quarrel with your mum too.. Not worth it to quarrel with her because of me.. Even though you said that she is talking rubbish.. After all.. She's your mum baz.. Sigh~

Actually today I'm quite happy.. Just because I got opt in to Japanese Language 2 for this semester.. But.. Well.. Bad things spoilt it all..

I just want you to know.. I really love you alot.. Sigh~

LOVEmeTWICE 8:44 PM

Actually today can get to go out with WenSi they all de.. T.T Always like that de lahz.. Whenever I wanna go out with them.. Sure got something happen to me.. Zzz..

Throat pain.. Stomach pain.. Headache.. Stupid sickness lahz..

They sure think that I'm always like that de.. I organize and in the end no go.. T.T Abit bastard like that.. Zzz..

Haiz.. Forget it.. T.T

LOVEmeTWICE 4:03 PM

思考当中的我，在想什么呢？

现在的我快乐吗？

现在的我孤独吗？

现在的我寂寞吗？

现在的我会像以前懦弱的我吗？

为什么人总是喜欢记人家的坏而不是记人家的好呢？

为什么漂亮的人总是可以讲人却一点罪也不会放在她身上呢？？

为什么这世上有这么多的不公平？

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快乐与悲哀是应你的思想而造成的，而不是环境所逼的。

LOVEmeTWICE 12:46 AM

Whenever you find that something is wrong happening around you..

Ask yourself..

Are they the one who is neglecting you and leave you for all they care..?

Or are you the one that is having problem within yourself and make them afraid of getting so close to you..?

No one is right or wrong..

Something has to be solve..

But do they give you the chance to..?

Are you willing to give them the chance too..?

THINK~

Put yourself in their shoes..

And you should hope that they put themselves in your shoes too..

A reflections for all of you..

To me as well..

Thinking deep down to my heart right now..

I'm serious in what I wrote for today's post..

I really HOPE that those that read my post today will understand..

How I feel right now..

=)

LOVEmeTWICE 12:53 AM

School finally reopen.. Everything goes on well.. BUT as usual.. I'm so tired in class and have to sleep.. XD

I saw my freshies today too.. Thought today won't have the chance.. And I get to disturb XIA0 ZHA ZHA!!!!!! (Chee Hou) So funny.. LOLX!!!

I disturb darling too.. I only say I'm so cold now in the lab just now and he immediately take the jacket for me.. LOLX!!! Feng say he 受不了我.. Lolx..

Today I know one secret.. LOLX.. So happy for him.. HAHAHA!!!

Kekez.. Short post today.. Stop here.. AND BY THE WAY.. I'VE GOT MY PAID ALREADY!!! =D

LOVEmeTWICE 8:18 PM

Lolx..! It's been so long since I last blog.. XD Today is Friday the 13th!!! Wahahahaa.. =x

I forgot to blog that I have quited my job at Amanogawa.. Officially quited on 8th April 2007!!! Lolx.. And I just got my pay today!!! 1248 dollars.. So happy OKIE.. Others got it last week.. I just got it today.. It's damn pathetic.. Just because they count wronly my salary and I have to go all the way down there for a few times.. Waste my precious time.. >.<

Oh ya.. Yesterday went shop shop abit with Charmaine at Far East Plaza.. Then to Bugis.. I spent about 200 plus on clothes and eating of cause.. XD

Bought:
2 clothes at $29.90 each at 77th Streets..
1 billabong shorts at $59.90..
1 bag at $45.90 at Zinc..
1 slippers at $24.15 at mlphosis..
1 bag at $16 at mlphosis..

Total: $215.75

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Zzz.. Had my lunch at Pepper Lunch and dinner at Pastamania.. So broke OKIE..
Went to watch movie too.. Turistas was the movie's name.. Rated M18 and the show is TOTALLY GROSS.. I admit defeated.. I want to vomit at the cinema.. Cutting the organs away and alot of bloody scenes.. >.<

Well.. Today went to school.. Intend to buy books but in the end never.. Went with the freshies and Darling.. Love them so much.. So cute OKIE.. Hahahaa.. >.<

Going to start school soon.. Next Tuesday 8am somemore.. -.- SAD!!!

LOVEmeTWICE 10:57 PM

Lolx.. Finally.. One month has pass.. >.<

Today went to town again with darling.. Lolx.. 1 month anniversary OKIE.. XD..

I went to my grandmother house before meeting him.. Was quite late when I reached grandmother house.. About 3pm plus.. And I met darling at 4pm plus..

We went to eat Swensens (typo error.. >.<) at Toa Payoh.. Lolx.. Then after that go Cineleisure to buy tickets.. We bought Nada Sou Sou tickets..!!!

Before the movie starts we still have some time.. So we decided to go walk walk.. Then we go Heeren right.. We went to take Neoprint!!! Not a good one though.. But I still love it soooooo much.. XD

After that we went to play Arcade.. This time is different OKIE.. Darling play DDR with me!!! LOLX.. So long no play already.. Kinda sucks in it.. Darling don't even know how to play.. But he still play with me.. So touched OKIE.. XD

After that we walked back to Cineleisure.. Saw James Mok.. He called me but I don't know is him.. Can't recognise him much.. Because he was wearing big spectacle.. Shock me OKIE.. Lolx.. Anyway.. He going NS next week.. Will miss him lots lots de.. T.T

Nada Sou Sou is a nice movie.. Love story.. But I hate the ending.. Cause the male lead actor died.. Sobx.. I don't like the ending!!!

After finish watching.. We head back to Toa Payoh.. To my grandmother house.. Darling came along too wOr.. He pray and he eat too at there.. >.<

Well.. I think it will be a problem for people to look at my blog.. Kinda sleepy now.. Eyes half open.. Don't even know what I wrote.. Lolx!!!

Anyway.. I will put the neoprints below.. And the things that darling give.. But I never take the photo of the jacket he gave.. Lolx..

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The gifts~ >.<


Darling & me!!! XD

LOVEmeTWICE 11:59 PM

I was busy with my school orientation for the past few days.. Was quite sad that it is over.. I will miss my freshies and my OGLs partner.. Irving.. Yong liang.. Yani.. T.T

First Day.

First day is the worst day for the whole of us.. Cause we don't know each other.. And we OGLs have to take the initiative to talk to them first and then bond them together.. It's a very difficult tasks for me OKIE.. Cause I'm quite an anti-social person too.. It takes GREAT COURAGE to talk to them..

Well.. I think during the first day.. Some of the guys hated me for being so MEAN to them.. Keep forfeiting them.. But I just wanted them to bond together.. Nothing else.. >.<

The first day is quite boring and I have to de-brief until very late.. And the following day have to meet them at 730 which is a torture to me.. >.<

Second Day.

This is the day when we started to enjoy ourselves.. The class amazingly started to bond together very well.. Unexpectedly.. They do enjoy on the second day.. We have been walking around the school for the whole afternoon.. Campus Revolution whereby we introduce our school to them and also playing games on the way..

They keep cheering and very united when playing games.. Everyone participated.. That's a good progress compared to yesterday..

And as usual.. We had our de-brief till very late.. And I have to go to school at 8am in the morning..

Third Day.

I came to school at 11am due to TIREDNESS.. And I left Yani behind with the freshies.. Early morning they have to be in the lecture theatre listening to lecturers teaching Computing Mathetics.. It's very boring..

Well.. We OGLs gone through orientation before too.. And of cause we knew how boring it is.. Fancy studying early in the morning for no reasons.. =x

It's a bad day for the freshies too.. Due to the Tele-Match.. Reasons being that the class has too little guys to help up in the blowing of balloons and make it so unfair to them.. And got one stupid class come and scold my class a SORE LOSER.. So bad right..

In the end I found out that is Feng de class.. The problematic class with five power rangers inside.. >.<

Good things is that my freshies forgive and forget fast.. After awhile they are back to normal.. So nice of them.. =D

And good news on that day is.. There's no briefing for me early morning on the fourth day.. But I have to wake up early too to eat breakfast with my freshies.. >.<

Fourth Day.

Today is the last day of orientation.. And we were at the Auditorium the whole morning to watch performance done by the OGLs and the freshies..

Dancing and Cos-play was done by the freshies.. Frankly speaking.. DEI should win the Cos-play.. Cause that's what makes a Cos-play.. To make costume of an anime character and wear it.. So nice OKIE..

And today they annouce the Cheer leading competition and guess what.. OUR GROUP WON!!! The cheer goes like this:
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV.................... BOMB!!!
BOMB AR BOMB AR BOMB AR V!!!
V AR V AR V AR BOMB!!!
BOMB AR V!!! V AR BOMB!!!
MIT 7-ELEVEN... ZAI LAHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Nice isn't it? >.<

What a wonderful experience for me these few days.. Was quite fortunate that I'm able to be an OGL and to be in this group.. To know this cutie freshies and being able to get crazy with them sometimes.. It's kinda fun.. Seriously.. =)

Below are photos taken with them.. =)

LOVEmeTWICE 11:50 PM

Today is April Fool!!! And I just fool him.. LOLX.. So fun.. I thought I won't have the chance to disturb him.. Cause too late already..

Just came back from work and I need to bathe so I thought I won't have to time to blog before 12am..

I'm getting my pay tomorrow!!! But I call Wensi to help me take.. Cause tomorrow I got orientation.. >.<

Tomorrow need to go school by 9am.. Even earlier than the time I have to reach my workplace.. SO BORING OKIE..

Next Sunday will be my last day at Amanogawa.. FINALLY.. I can rest in PEACE.. XD

Luckily I never work already.. Cause that Uncle Colin still working.. He very sucks OKIE.. So old still so childish.. =x

Well.. Today my DEAR Puwei never go to work.. Actually I wanna work until 5pm then go meet him.. But Wensi say no old crew cannot go so early.. Cannot leave Puwei behind.. In the end is she leave me alone with the new crew..

But never mind.. Today I got about $11.50 tips.. But I never take all lahz.. 30 cents is Wensi and me share de.. $2 is mine alone de.. Then the rest is I got it again but I share with Stacy.. Lolx.. Then I gave her $5.. Not bad le hor.. Cause I don't want be so bad to the others.. So I took it and I gave some to her lor.. But not to the other one.. Later he back stab me.. XD

Kekez.. Going to change blog skin again SOON.. Lalala~~~

LOVEmeTWICE 10:55 PM

Today is the last day of the old management and the old Amanogawa.. But I never go.. $66 gone just like that.. XD

Been rather pissed off by the people there yesterday.. I've been thinking whether I should go work anot.. In the end I sms Wensi say I will be going to work at 5.. Since morning so many people.. I decided to take a rest..

When it reaches 3 plus in the afternoon.. I intend to sms Wensi again that I'm not going to work.. She never replied and I sms Puwei.. Both no reply and I don't care already.. Cause it's already 340pm and not enough time for me to prepare myself to work..

Then Puwei called me and say not enough people to work.. Cause Diana was sick.. But I promise HIM go out le.. So cannot help.. So sorry.. >.<

I went to Plaza Singapura to watch TMNT aka Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles with my sister.. His sister (and her boyfriend) and also with cute little Bryan.. Hope I never spell wrong his name.. XD

Watch 1050pm show.. We went to eat Pepper Lunch.. Play arcade.. Walk walk abit then go catch the movie le.. So paiseh.. Everything his sister pay.. VERY AWKWARD OKIE.. >.<

The show not bad lahz.. But the Turtles too skinny already.. Like kanna starve like that.. Anyway.. Was very enjoyable today.. But my sister looks so bored.. Nothing to entertain her except the action HE made.. LOLX..

Even my sister also buay ta han him.. SEE SEE SEE.. Joker!!! >.<

Kekez.. Don't bully him liao.. Later he say I very bad.. Write until like he 一文不值 like that.. Stop here.. =)

LOVEmeTWICE 2:18 AM

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